Somewhere around 1992 I was driving from Springfield, MO to Independence, KS. Independence is my home town and I was living there at the time. It was a frustrating time for me. I was a self-employed financial planner. I had been living on commissions for several years and it was not new to me to not know from one month to the next how much income I would have. At this particular time, my finances were very tight.
As I was driving along I was talking out loud to the Lord. Complaining really. I was reminding Him of his promise to open the windows of Heaven and pour out blessings to those who tithed. I was telling Him, as if He didn't know, that my cash flow was tight. Finally, in frustration, I said, "You've got major problems going on in the world, starving children, wars, drugs .... you don't have time for this".
I heard a voice in my mind say, "You don't understand Tom. It's difficult for you to carry on a conversation with more than two people at a time. I am present in every Christian. I give each one undivided attention. I can do this because I am God. I hear every word, every thought. I am interested in everything about you. Do you remember the other day when you were working with that couple who had a perplexing question? Do you remember the idea that came to your mind? Something you had never read or heard before? The idea that solved the problem and earned you $2,000 in commissions? That was me opening the windows of Heaven and pouring out blessings on you".
Wow! What an eye opener. Life changing.
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